cynicism.

..i'm done with it. i'm done with feeling like that. i'm done with people making me feel like that. i want to seize the day. i look at where i am right now and i am so blessed. i am in an incredible city. i have a roof over my head. i have food and water at my beck and call. i have friends who i know will always be there for me. i have the most amazing guy in my life right now who understands me for me. as my mom has continued to tell me, "you will always want to be some place you're not." i don't think she could have said it any better. this past year i've wanted to always be somewhere else, but i think right now i'm good. i'm content. i have so many opportunities here and i need to start taking advantage of them. Carpe Diem.