Can't seem to stay in one place.

alright, so i've gone from xanga..to another xanga..to a blogspot..and now i have gotten a tumblr. i probably won't be updating on this as much as i will on the tumblr. i recommend people getting a tumblr. i kinda like it better cause it's so simple. but yea anyways, check mine out and follow me. my url is:

playingpossum.tumblr.com

i know only like two people read this blog, but oh well. for all you people who read about my boring life let me know whatcha think about my tumblr. :)

cynicism.

..i'm done with it. i'm done with feeling like that. i'm done with people making me feel like that. i want to seize the day. i look at where i am right now and i am so blessed. i am in an incredible city. i have a roof over my head. i have food and water at my beck and call. i have friends who i know will always be there for me. i have the most amazing guy in my life right now who understands me for me. as my mom has continued to tell me, "you will always want to be some place you're not." i don't think she could have said it any better. this past year i've wanted to always be somewhere else, but i think right now i'm good. i'm content. i have so many opportunities here and i need to start taking advantage of them. Carpe Diem.

Ready. Set. Go.

leaving for boston in about 4 hours...

i'm NOT ready.

• snow=worst nightmare this semester
• job searching is going to be a struggle
• radio show?
• socialize [soh-shuh-lahyz]: to establish or regulate according to the theories of socialism. huh?
• 4.0 <--it's a goal, but HIGHLY unlikely.
• salads for the rest of the semester. boo. i want my fast food!!
• blah.

one thing i am ready for.

FAMILYDINNERS&CATCHING UP :)

Fear Conquered!

went to Knott's Berry Farm last week w/ my stepsis and bro.

NO ONE was in the park so we gotta go on each ride like three times each. sweeet.

whenever anyone has asked me to go on Supreme Scream i ALWAYS said NO WAY!

but since there were no lines this time Amy left me with no choice but to go. on the way up i screamed like a baby and prayed like no other. and on the way down i could barely scream i was so scared. i've never been up that high before in my life! just when you think you've reached the top you find out that your only 1/3 of the way up. but i LOVED it!! it's probably my favorite ride ever now cause its one of the few that still makes my stomach drop. i'm so glad i did it. so much fun!

I think i want a little more adventure in my life.

*memo to self: take more risks.

gross me out.

ew. get a f*cking room!

i hate you&him together. i'm right next door.

blah. get out of my life!