Paradise.

take me here NOW. please.

Give me some kind of Answer.

I need some input. what should i do?

i'm torn, sorta. i don't know what i want.

gah. need a sign soon please.

It Is Finished.

one semester of college down, seven more to go. yay!

time sure flies by when your stuck doing endless amounts of essays and exams. i never knew how much i'd grow from this experience. it was definitely tough in the beginning, but i've made some great friends and it's always getting better. one lesson i have learned: have low expectations and you won't get let down. i'm of course referring to the nasty cafeteria food they serve here. i'm so happy i'm leaving it behind and gonna be eating some homemade food for once. no more chicken tenders please!! no more deceiving macaroni and cheese that looks like it'll taste great, but actually has no flavor at all. just sitting waiting for my taxi now to take me to Logan Airport...time go faster! i seriously over packed and am at risk of having to pay more money since it might be over 50 lbs. oh boy! i don't know what to do with all my free time now!! ahhh cali here i come!! i'm so excited i can't seem to control myself. i just wanna DANCE! haha. but i won't. i will miss all my suffolk friends: nikki, allie, ant ( i literally made friends w/ an ant on the sidewalk), jk antjelina. ;) i'll miss our uppercrust/urban outings everyday. our family hangouts. our awkward tremont cafe moments.

here i come cali weather. a nice 75 degrees. i needa get away from this sub zero temp wind. oh, it's bittersweet though. old and new are now having to merge together. i'm gonna need to find a balance.

hope everyone has a great vacation. i'll update again soon! :)

ALLIE, this is not the blog where i mention that you need to stop stalking me...that will come soon enough. just you wait ;)

1 question.

by the end of today, what would i wish to happen?

-for me to know that everything's going to be o.k.

Shy Ronnie.

Everyone has a secret SHY RONNIE in their life.

who's yours?